Friday, March 18, 2005
11.27pm.

I received terry's msg. im confused and sick + tired. I hate him crawling back saying nice stuff to my ears and seriously thinking that i will really accept them like i do in the past. The past is already the past. i wouldnt hold on to them. i grew up over time ok? stop thinking that im such a innnocent ass whore that will accept everythin u give me?! have you ever thought about what u gave me? nothing but honeyed words which i buy for the past 3 yearS?! im dumb. i admit but this hafto stop cos i have to be happy and not drown by worries and tears every single minuts. im better off without you. The memories arent holding me back anymore.. i have to move on and live on with my life. get out. ass hole. i cant be bothered with you anymore, no longer cos you are outta my life. totally. all the gifts. im shuffin them to somewhere un known and outta my sight! i hate u.


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